} meh.

i can't self-reflect on anything properly! sorry vera.

i need a better mirror.

ok. joke. JOKE.

it's just that it's hard to string my thoughts into sentences. i think it's easier to talk about it. so if you want to talk too... let's talk..? eh heh heh. :S

today was a good day. i feel very.. lucky today, especially for a day that started out so badly. i actually had a weird feeling this morning that the day would turn out OK, even though i suspected that the meeting today would be a scolding. but it turned out great. and i PASSED MY A MATHS TEST. i feel somehow blessed. :}

the seniors' talk today was good. it was really quite inspiring... somewhat depressing and upsetting too, some parts of it. sigh. i thought about a LOT of stuff cos i got a seat on the bus today and when i'm sitting down doing nothing there's nothing i can do except sit and breathe and think, you know??

so.. yeap.

this Great Day is now coming to a close not so nicely though. My mum is in a bad mood again and it's not even my fault. she quarreled with my sister, and it wasn't even based on anything. they just started. wtf.

i mean i thought i started getting along with her OK just now and now she has to start something again?

i'm bloody tired.

i'm supposed to be in a good mood, but, bah.

anyway just a few words: THANKS to mich for teaching me a bit of a maths! i could understand mr ng's lesson better today... thanks. :D THANKS to the seniors for giving us a great talk today, even though it numbed my feet. :D THANKS to fellow brudders for always making my day. :D THANKS to 3/2 especially the people sitting around me in class who are always keeping me... er.. entertained. :D and after the seniors' talk i think its important to say THANKS to mr tan for constantly putting up with our nonsense, and the stuff he gets from parents.

sigh. i think i should say sorry too.

i think this entry is very incomplete, and it doesn't make much sense. but that's my state of mind... it's pretty empty at the moment.

2004-04-23, 10:14 p.m..
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