} damn, i'm weird

i dunno if i should do my english homework or not. because: one of the assignments is to write a 'humorous' story, but i'm not 'humorous' at all, so i can't think of anything to write about.the other assignment is to write a letter to the editor of straits times, about.. anything. which makes it harder cos i dunno what to write either.

i realise that for the past few days i have been very happy because mrs tang has been absent from school. YAY.

i dunno, something about her gets on my nerves.

am trying to decide whether i should quit library, it would make my life so much easier if i quit but it's so guiltyfying. guiltifying. i have no idea if that word even exists. anyway, it attacks my conscience. and i doubt i can find a replacement anyway. so i have to stick with it. trouble: duty on thursday, clash with physics practical.. weights training on mondays, wednesdays and fridays... and today we had weight training so couldn't go for duty.

i'm just ranting to myself now so you should go get a book or watch TV or something instead of wasting your life away here. i know, because for the past few years of my life that's what i've been doing. wasting away in front of a computer monitor.

see? ranting again.

it doesn't mean that i'm stressed.. or depressed.. or weird, ok, so maybe a bit weird la, but i think the bottom line is that there are too many thoughts in my head. i take time to get rid of old information and reuse the space for new info, so i should stop thinking every now and then to allow the process to take place.

observe the increasing amount of bullcrap im typing in this entry.

4 more CDs i'm eyeing:

Hot Joints
R8ted Music with Attitude
TRACKS
Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper

the first 3 are compilations, the one i want to get first and foremost is the michelle branch CD, because i just realised how STUPID it is to really like a singer/band and not have his/her/their CD to play over and over.

mum's birthday tomorrow. not getting her a present. 2 reasons. 1: am broke. 2: not telling. hah. concealing information gives me such a weird sense of satisfaction.

2004-02-17, 10:51 p.m..
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