} wooh long entry

mm. i dunno how to start the entry. so many things have been happening but i haven't been blogging. well i did blog yesterday, but i was too lazy to write anything so i just took out something out of a book i was reading.

i realise that my memory has been getting worse and worse lately. i dunno, i can't even remember to do the smallest chore, the most juvenile task i have to do... like doing homework, studying for tests, etc etc.. it's not cos i'm preoccupied or anything, it's just that most of the time my mind goes blank. it's so annoying.

like, i've been complaining about it all day, but i forgot to study for the a maths test tomorrow. i only remembered about it when i read gloria's blog entry (she wrote something about a maths. cant remember what.) (see??). so now i have to write every single thing down. elsie thinks i'm neat and organised because of that, but she doesn't realise it's because i have a minuscule attention and memory span.

i hate it when people don't KNOW, you know. when they're clueless, when they just don't get it. it makes me want to laugh at them, and yet slap them or something for being so stupid. it's sort of like how the american idol judges feel when the contestant just doesn't get the fact that s/he canNOT sing.. or how a teacher feels when s/he has been explaining for hours and the whole class STILL don't get it.. you just want to grab their heads and shake them and yell, 'GET IT???'

damn, i'm so violent.

well maybe i'm not.. maybe i just have violent thoughts.

anyway, i don't throw my sandal at my brother anymore, cos i keep thinking i'll lose aim and throw it out the window instead. gunbound taught me one very useful thing: that i cannot aim to save my life.

well.. today was an ok day.. had a meeting about FIRST with mr koh, our mentor (besides mr tan) for the competition. he seems OK, he looks nice at least, makes me think of a male version of mrs selvam. it's just that he talks really slowly. so that, in a long presentation like we had just now, i get really restless, and i just want him to hurry up and get it over with, but he talks slowly, so he can't... wellll... he's nice at least.

he's a complete opposite of mr tan.. mr koh is NOT long-winded, he just TALKS SLOWLY. mr tan is the complete opposite. go figure.

oh and i changed sections for FIRST. not in finance anymore, yippee. forcing people to buy your products is such a stressful job. i hope i don't ever become a salesperson. i think i'll just somehow sell whatever stef gave me today, and maybe bake one last batch of cookies for them just to finish up the ingredients we bought.. i hope i can join in when they're washing cars.. heh.

anyway now i'm in design & publishing (primary), video (secondary) and webpage (secondary). i couldn't decide on video or webpage so melissa put me in both. such a quick and precise solution.. i should learn to make decisions like that.

anyway im rambling non stop here while im supposed to be doing a badge design... so good night. sleep tight. let the bed bugs bite, i dont really care.

2004-01-28, 11:19 p.m..
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